Another Update

It's been such a long time since the last time I've posted.  I thought about ending this blog completely as if some part of my life would be closed with shutting it down forever.  As if with this, the painful part of my life would be buried forever.  In fact, I know, burying this blog would not end the sorrowful moments of my life:

Divorce - Yes I went through a painful divorce.  I look back at my life, and a dreadful feeling runs through my entire body by just imagining what my life would have been if I had not gone through this.  The comfort zone.  I would like to talk a bit about the comfort zone.  A state in life in which one finds itself comfortable with the actual state of life, with aspirations covered and without any pressures. It seems like a good place to remain because one knows what to expect without any surprises.  That was me, living in the comfort zone.  Felt secured, but unhappy, unsastified, without goals, depressed.  I only had one goal: my family.  But what about me?  It was as if I had no needs of my own. I thank God and Life for new opportunities given. Thanks for helping get out a stagnant life and letting me experiment growth in varoius parts of my life.

Health - I didn't post about my daughter's health because it was too painful to write about it. Writing meant having to face the most horrible feelings one can experience: despair, anger, uncertainty, fear, anxiety, hopelessness, etc............................................... It's been almost two months since she has been healthy without requiring complicated medications.  God thank you for this blessing in our lives.